Fences – Rose Monologue
Rose in Fences
Context: Rose defends her martial commitment to Troy.
Rose: I been standing with you! I been right here with you, Troy. I got a life too. I gave eighteen years of my life to stand in the same spot with you. Don‘t you think I ever wanted other things? Don‘t you think I had dreams and hopes? What about my life? What about me. Don‘t you think it ever crossed my mind to want to know other men? That I wanted to lay up somewhere and forget about my responsibilities? That I wanted someone to make me laugh so I could feel good? You not the only one who‘s got wants and need. But I held on to you, Troy. I took all my feelings, my wants and needs, my dreams . . . and I buried them inside you. I planted a seed and watched and prayed over it. I planted myself inside you and waited to bloom. And it didn‘t take me no eighteen years to find out the soil was hard and rocky and wasn‘t never gonna bloom. But I held you, Troy. I held you tighter. You was my husband. I owed you everything I had. Every part of me I could find to give you. And upstairs in that room . . . with the darkness falling in on me . . . I gave everything I had to try and erase the doubt that you wasn‘t the finest man in the world. And wherever you was going . . . I wanted to be there with you. Cause you was my husband. Cause that‘s the only way I was gonna survive as your wife. You always talking about what you give . . . and what you don‘t have to give. But you take too. You take . . . and don‘t even know nobody‘s giving!